Dejavu..

24th November 2009..

I was planning to go with LH teacher on Saturday, because of I turned down the alarm that suppose to woke me up, I missed it, and regret it very much *sigh* so lookin forward for the next field trip with you guys....

Actually that Saturday was (supposed to) my getaway from the hectic weeks (want to say months) away from Jakarta, and related to people, real people ^^ But what can I say, it's because of my own faults though......

That week is quiet a week for me, I took leave on Monday, and on Tuesday I have a supplier visit, so basically I only got 3 days in the office (I loved it very much). Plus this week Monday visit supplier, and Friday we got Holiday!!! how cool it is, two weeks in row only 3 days office hour (wish I can get this every week)

On Monday (for the first time) I wake up on 6, because we have visit to Serang, I got pick by my colleague near home, so I'm really happy for that (not wake up from 4am) They got me on 9 ++ i really enjoy every second of it... LOL



So we reach Serang around 10.30am, we're having a discussion, plant visit and doing a fun stuff there (for me away from Karawang is the best thing ever) While sitting in the room, I realize something, the office that we visit, was my ex-employer. I'm not going to lie to you that I really miss my old office, specially the warmth, dynamic, intelligent and cool people that used to be my colleague. At that time it almost make me want to cry (so sensitive.. ^^ ) because of all of the memories that we're having back days, it's PRICELESS. I wish to (honestly) turn back time en reconsider again all the decision that I took.

We're planning to see each other this Thursday, I'm looking forward to it, real badly!!!


The point is: I don't want to look back, It's useless, so I've something in the future, real close and I'm looking to it, I hope that I can share it soon. It's just awesome!!!!

- Don't Ask -

Still in huge influence from lamentation, I found a phrase that said "don't ask" very interesting. In every problem that we're facing we often (seems like) rushing God to solve the problem right away, we always nag Him for an answer. Nag is different from having faith and pray on it, I'm not saying that we can't ask Him, or pray for it.But do not Nag!! God is God, He know us en He will help you with His way.. ^^

In the problem that I'm facing, I often nag God, complain this, complain that. And just out of no where, that word keep popping on my mind "don't ask". I've started the don't ask treatment for a week, just having a simple prayer, askin God for the help, but not with the nag thing (when, how,when, and more when... ^^)

Out of the silence not nagging God, I have some good news (not really, but I'm excited already) Hopefully it will be answer within this week. So this is my second week of treatment and I'm expecting more from God.

He just simply want to say to us, "I know what you've been through, I'm working with something, just be patience bout it, I will help you, that my promises won't fail, I can guarantee that ^^"

Have a nice day... ^^