9 September 09
It’s triple 9 day… and will make a mark by writing something here.
9 is my favorite number, even though there’s no particular reason for that, just love it. The number is usually used by a striker in a soccer game; they are the so called “finisher”, which mean the decider. Most of the goal score is from the striker position, one of my idols is Ronaldo from Brazil, he has such a tremendous skill, a very skillful palyer, that scored a lots of goal.
In this life I much describe myself as the striker, and a decider. I just somehow and someway have a confidence in term of making a decision. Eventually I’ve got no evidence right now telling the story of my success and talent that been given by God to me. But I got a strong feeling I’m going to be a good one, not just in my life, but also in every area that God trusted me to. In a bigger picture, I want to be a person that makes a tremendous impact in my family, society, environment etc. Just like a striker that is a decider on the field, to take a team win by his goal.
In the past several weeks I’ve been trying hard to be a (more) faithful son to Him. Right now I’m in terrible situation; I’ve been struggle with things. But somehow I’m managed to get through each and everyday, without any real burden. And everyday I always saying to myself a positive things, “Erick today is going to be a great day”, “today something good will just happen”, “the day that you waiting for will eventually come, BY THIS DAY” the fact until now, nothing great happen to me, but I still having a faith that eventually will come. Right now my motto is God will never leave you, nor forsake you. Recently I just heard a sermon by Ps. Joel Osteen. It’s about a blessing from God that’s on the way, that is help is just in time, we just need to be ready to receive it, and the most important things is say it always. Every morning I practice it, say good thing that I want to happen (for sure also, by His will). It’s hurt honestly, if what you’re asking to happen delay by God. And every nite while praying looks like I’m complaining to God.
Since today is 09 09 09 I really expect something big will happen, something that will set me free, and all of the people involved in this mess. If it’s not happening today, there is still tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow….
So I’m learning to be more faithful and patience, I know what I’m capable of, moreover what God can do in my life… He is just Awesome, beyond Awesomeness.. Thank God..
-God doesn't create evil, evil is a result of what happen when man doesn't have God's Love present in his heart- Albert Einstein
