Friday, 6th January 2009, 13:31 PM...
In my office, honestly there’s a lot of thing that I’ve done, but I’m feeling to write something. I call my 4th post “weird”. Why is it weird, because I have just passed a weird month of January 2009. There’s up and down in that month, but mostly down, even I can’t believe what I’ve bee through. Short stories right now I’m in February already. I still having a huge faith and expectation that this is going to be a ‘erick’ year ^^ despite the facts.
Early January I’ve made some resolution, and I’m wishing that this year that resolution works, not just target. In January for me, in relation with the resolution was just a warm up, I did not do anything, but somehow I get prepared. It’s already a week (maybe u can tell it’s JUST a week) in that straight 5 days, I manage to have a good or u can tell a better relationship with my God, and I have a better life, sleep every day at 10PM, 11 at most. Wake up at 5:30 with couple of snooze ^^ and jogging for 30 min.. yeeaaahhh!!!! (hope it will remain forever… ^^)
I’ve been working on project call “Knocking on Heaven Doors” I’ve been asking for the same thing over and over again, being persistence and wish that God granted what I want, of course it have to be synergize with His will and plan for me. I got this inspiration from Ps. Phil Pringle, He went to my church quite a long time ago, he teach us how to be persistence, and amazingly God give what he looking for.
In this moment I’m also learning being content, I’m learning how to be a better person, with more patient, passion, compassion, love (kasih), consistence, principle, wise, and every character that attach to Jesus, isn’t that what we living for, that is our purposes (at least it’s mine). It’s not easy, and there’s no one that can tell you it is easy, but I guess it’s achievable. I heard a good quote yesterday at church, and I thinking about it a lot, and it’s true as it “Everyone want to change the world, but there’s no one that willing to change themselves “ is it ironic, ?? I don’t want to be like them, I want to change into a better person ^^.
Out of the weird thing happen to me, I can point out a day that really the happiest day in January 2009, which on Saturday, January 24th 2009. I can’t give the details, cause it’s just still early, I don’t want to get to anxious , cause when it fall it hurts…. ^^ Just pray for me that God will give her to me.. I’m extremely happy that day, even I have to watch a 3 hour movie again… but it’s all worth it…. =P
Early January I’ve made some resolution, and I’m wishing that this year that resolution works, not just target. In January for me, in relation with the resolution was just a warm up, I did not do anything, but somehow I get prepared. It’s already a week (maybe u can tell it’s JUST a week) in that straight 5 days, I manage to have a good or u can tell a better relationship with my God, and I have a better life, sleep every day at 10PM, 11 at most. Wake up at 5:30 with couple of snooze ^^ and jogging for 30 min.. yeeaaahhh!!!! (hope it will remain forever… ^^)
I’ve been working on project call “Knocking on Heaven Doors” I’ve been asking for the same thing over and over again, being persistence and wish that God granted what I want, of course it have to be synergize with His will and plan for me. I got this inspiration from Ps. Phil Pringle, He went to my church quite a long time ago, he teach us how to be persistence, and amazingly God give what he looking for.
In this moment I’m also learning being content, I’m learning how to be a better person, with more patient, passion, compassion, love (kasih), consistence, principle, wise, and every character that attach to Jesus, isn’t that what we living for, that is our purposes (at least it’s mine). It’s not easy, and there’s no one that can tell you it is easy, but I guess it’s achievable. I heard a good quote yesterday at church, and I thinking about it a lot, and it’s true as it “Everyone want to change the world, but there’s no one that willing to change themselves “ is it ironic, ?? I don’t want to be like them, I want to change into a better person ^^.
Out of the weird thing happen to me, I can point out a day that really the happiest day in January 2009, which on Saturday, January 24th 2009. I can’t give the details, cause it’s just still early, I don’t want to get to anxious , cause when it fall it hurts…. ^^ Just pray for me that God will give her to me.. I’m extremely happy that day, even I have to watch a 3 hour movie again… but it’s all worth it…. =P
